Laughing at other people's efforts
Not making any effort myself
Backing out during important times
Giving up at the very last moment
Pushing myself during weak times
Mistaking acting strong for something amazing
Not being able to accept others' weaknesses
Thinking that everyone is the same as me
Holding back tears
Being hard on myself
Making the people close to me sad
Hurting the people precious to me
Refusing things I don't like
Embezzling the things I like
Showing a fake smile to those around me
Acting based on just my own favor
Deciding that sticking with others is for the weak
Preferring to choose loneliness
Not treasuring those who treat me well
Only building up spiteful thoughts
Thinking about living
Needing to give it some kind of reason
Unable to be honest with myself
Pushing away the hand offered to me
Not saying sorry
Saying sorry too easily
Not saying thank you
Selfishly expecting "Thank you" from others
Not realizing that I am loved
Thinking that being special is a given
Regretting having been born
Trying to carry too many things on my back
Ah Today as well, let's try living, step by step
Atonement
