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I washed my tired body.
Again,
I turn on the boring tv.
The uninteresting news, today too,
is saying something about things I don't understand.
What again was the most important thing I had to do?
There were so many things I wanted to do, but
time keeps chasing me.
There are just so many places in this world.
But there is no place I can rest comfortably anywhere.
Even if I stretch out my legs and lay down,
my eyes won't close.
Even if I tightly shut them,
I just have a dreamless sleep again.
Every time I wake up from my sleep, my breathing is short,
and I get hazy for a short time.
A meaningless day,
at its end, I just repeat it again.
Constant quarrels,
endless sighs,
dragging yawns.
Nerves on edge,
words are knives.
I'm tired of all these.
On the day I pushed my way into this dark room,
can at least just one person have turned to me?
I barely managed this heavy day.
How many times did I smile? Were they real ones?
The way I look when I'm lost in my thoughts is funny.
I realized a little kid has many worries too.
Just do your job properly.
My empty heart that nobody knows about,
I only know how to laugh over it.
I hate myself looking like that.
Even if I stretch out my legs and lay down,
my eyes won't close.
Even if I tightly shut them,
I just have a dreamless sleep again.
Every time I wake up from my sleep, my breathing is short,
and I get hazy for a short time.
A meaningless day,
at its end, I just repeat it again.
Is everyone except me happy?
I'm just curious about that.
Or am I just still a young kid that doesn't know how to hide?
Everyone hides something inside their masks,
and become numb little by little to the word called "loneliness."
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