Do you wanna go in the family business, Sam?
You know; saving people, hunting things
the family business.
More than anything; no.
I'm not gonna live this life forever.
What are you gonna do?
You're just gonna life some normal, apple-pie life?
Is that it?
Things will never be the way they were before.
Weapon training. And melting the silver into bullets.
Man, Dean, we were raised like warriors.
I don't want them to be.
I thought we were gonna be normal.
I wanna be normal.
I've spend a lot of my life trying to be normal.
We were so close!
You got away from dad...
You quit hunting, you were gonna become a lawyer and get married.
I'm not normal.
We were never gonna be normal, we were never gonna get away.
Alright, got it.
Pull off the next exit.
Cause dad thinks we got the vampires trail.
I don't know, he didn't say.
It's just the way he treats us like we're children.
He barks orders at us Dean. He expects us to follow him without question.
He keeps us on some crap need to know deal.
He does what he does for a reason.
You think I wouldn't find out?
What the hell was that?
We need to talk.
I have a plan, Sam.
That's exactly my point!
Dean is dying and you have a plan!
Get back in the car.
I said get back in the damn car.
Yeah, and I said no.
You're not thinking about anybody but yourself! It's the same selfish obsession!
It's funny, you know what, I thought this was your obsession too!
This demon killed your mother, killed your girlfriend! You begged me to be part of this hunt.
You shoot me!
You shoot me!
You shoot me in the heart, son!
Do it now!
Sam don't you do it.
Now if you killed that damn thing when you had the chance, none of this would've happened!
It was posessing you dad! I would have killed you too!
This is why I left in the first place.
What'd you say?
You heard me!
Your brother and me, we needed you.
You walked away Sam.
You walked away!
Stop it, both of you!
You're the one who said don't come back, dad.
You were the one who closed that door. Not me!
You were just pissed off you couldn't control me anymore!
You wanna know what I confessed in there?
What my greatest sin was.
It was how many times I had let you down.
You were in Purgatory?
For the whole year?
Did you look for me, Sam?
It should help crack the book of the damned.
That would be awesome if the book, you know...
... actually existed.
You might help move things along faster.
Behind Dean's back?
I should've looked for you.
When you were in Purgatory, I...
I should have turned over every stone.
But I didn't.
And I've never forgiven myself for it.
I need you help, call me back. It's Kevin Tran.
Someone is here.
They think I have the book.
If you have the book, give it to them.
Charlie has the damn Book of the Damned?
No I don't have it. I just.. I have the notes.
He was our responsibility.
And you couldn't answer the damn phone.
Charlie is dead.
I think it should be you up there. Not her.
They killed Jessica.
If you hadn't run off with Dean.
If you'd been there to protect her she'd still be alive.