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>> Welcome to "Second Opinion,"
where each week we gather
medical experts
to discuss a real-life case.
I'm your host, Dr. Peter Salgo.
I want to thank our live studio
audience for being here.
I'm so glad.
And I'd like to thank you at
home for tuning in as well.
Now, our experts today are
Dr. Jonathan Stevens from the
Menninger Clinic in Houston,
an assistant professor of
psychiatry at Baylor College of
Medicine;
and Dr. Lou Papa, a primary care
physician from the University of
Rochester Medical Center.
And I'd like you to meet our
special guest, Kyra Mills.
She's going to share her
personal story.
>> I am an only child, and I
grew up with two very loving
parents.
My father has since passed.
I grew up in rural USA.
There was about 65 people in my
graduating class.
And in small-town America, you
really don't want to stand out,
and I did in a lot of ways,
and that was a challenge for me
growing up.
I felt very anxious.
I felt depression.
The more my stress increased,
the more my need to be organized
increased,
and I would feel this intense
anxiety in my gut.
And really the only way to
soothe it or get it to settle
down to a tolerable level
was to have certain rituals or
things that I did consistently.
And I remember being 9 or 10,
and bedtime ritual was always
very, very stressful for me.
And I would wash my face and get
into bed.
But let's say for some reason I
had to get out of bed.
If my foot touched the floor, I
would have to go through the
entire process of washing my
face, brushing my teeth,
washing my hands, and then get
back in bed and make sure all
the sheets were smooth.
All my stuffed animals would be
lined up.
Everything needed to be
in its place
and organized
for me to be able to be calm
enough to sleep.
And my mom realized... I think
she felt some red flag when she
stopped... when she refused to
participate in some of my
rituals.
So, there came a time when she
tried very hard to get me to a
psychiatrist.
She realized something was
wrong.
And it ended up being a huge
fight in a car.
She'd tried to trap me in a car
and take me there.
She felt it was that important
for me to go to therapy.
And I was just so resistant, and
I was so afraid of what they
might tell me or what was wrong
with me that I had no interest
in hearing, and I also had no
desire to change my behavior
because that was my sole source
of comfort.
>> All right, Jonathan.
You're a psychiatrist.
You're the guy she didn't want
to go see, but here she is.
She's in your office.
What do you ask her?
>> Well, first you want to
establish a rapport because I
could see anxiety... can be
anxiety about a lot of things.
You talk about sometimes
ordering, symmetry, but it could
be about contamination.
It could be about safety.
So, you really want to be gentle
in your initial approach, but
then you want to ask, "What kind
of things are bothering you?"
Try to understand from the
child's perspective, also with
informance from family, loved
ones, who are usually, by this
point, really concerned about
their child -- usually their
functioning, which starts to
drop, in addition to the
symptoms that they're
describing.
>> Kyra, what would
you have told him?
>> At that point in my life, I
don't know if I could have
articulated the real issues.
I would have given you my
"symptoms," if you will, or my
rituals.
I would have freely shared that
with you.
But I don't know if I could give
you an accurate view.
>> Okay.
But it was so strong.
I could have relayed that --
that that fear and that anxiety
was so intense.
I could have definitely at 9 or
10 given you that impression.
>> Lou, supposing she came to
you as a primary care physician.
What would you have done?
Why don't you ask her what you
would have asked her?
>> On a primary care level, it's
a lot more complicated because
she's expressing a lot of
different things.
There's expressions of
depression and anxiety, so I'd
probably try to evaluate those
first because they're more
common, and there's
good tools for evaluating
that and establishing that.
But the thing that really makes
it stand out, other than the
depression and anxiety, are this
outside driving force for that
ritualistic behavior, which is
different.
>> Were you aware while you were
doing these rituals that there
was something odd, that there
was something different?
>> I hear my mother's voice
echoing that there was something
wrong.
But for me, the only thing wrong
was that my bears weren't in a
row.
Most of my anxiety was at night,
and I think that's because I had
such a hard time turning off my
brain.
>> What people want to know is,
supposing you skipped a ritual,
you didn't brush your teeth and
wash your face --
>> Excellent question.
>> And what did that feel like?
>> Panic.
Panic, fear, and everything was
going to come undone --
that there would be this cascade
effect of "Okay,
my foot touched the floor.
I've not repeated these rituals.
And now everything bad is going
to happen.
I'm not going to sleep.
I'm going to get ill.
I'm going to miss school.
My grades are going to drop."
So, it was really...
It felt incredibly crucial to me
to follow these rituals
even though none of my friends
did it.
>> Now, you didn't want to go
get help when your mom wanted
you to.
>> No, no.
>> Oh, I heard that!
>> [ Laughing ] No!
>> That's not
altogether uncommon.
At least in adult samples, about
3/4 of adults with OCD
will, however, engage in
treatment, but 1/4 won't, and
that's still a large number.
For kids, I think the biggest
difference that I see, and in
looking at large samples, is
kids don't recognize these
rituals and these thoughts, the
obsessions, as something that's
outside of their self-concept.
Adults will come to me and say,
"Doc, I know this sounds crazy,
but..."
Kids won't do that.
They view that as something
that's just part of their
self-concept because their
self-concept is developing.
So this is really common.
>> What was your mom concerned
about?
Was it starting to affect your
ability to interact with your
friends?
What was it that --
>> No, she just saw it as
an abnormal behavior.
And "My kid is..."
As an only child, you know, you
have a lot of focus on you.
And she just saw at as "Eh...
This isn't normal."
>> But as you grew older, you
apparently recognized something
was wrong, and you sought help.
What brought you to that point?
>> Absolutely.
[ Sighs ]
It's exhausting.
The rituals become, in and of
themselves, a ritual, and it's
just so exhausting, and I said,
"Enough.
This... We got to get to the
root."
>> Were you looking for a
diagnosis?
>> I was looking for help.
>> Okay, and what did they tell
you?
When you finally got help, what
was the diagnosis they gave you?
>> Obsessive-compulsive
disorder.
>> OCD.
So, let's just for a moment set
some foundation here.
>> Sure.
>> What is OCD?
>> OCD starts off...
Obsessions are recurrent or
persistent thoughts, ideas, or
even images that are eventually,
over the course of the illness,
one will recognize as intrusive,
not part of oneself.
And people engage in a variety
of rituals or mental acts, which
are called compulsions, that are
trying to defuse or neutralize
the thoughts.
With younger patients, if you
feed the monster by doing the
compulsions, the acts, which
could be mental -- they don't
have to be behaviors --
that feeds the monster.
And the only way to really treat
it is to starve the monster.
That's how I would explain it to
a 10-year-old.
>> So the obsession is the
thought, and the compulsion is
the action to deal with the
thought.
>> The act to lessen the
anxiety, to neutralize it, and
it works initially.
But the more you do the
compulsions, the more you need
to do them to neutralize that
anxiety, which is excruciating,
to just say it as...
And the time it takes up can be
extraordinary.
>> So, let me hit a few
checkpoints here.
Do we know what's going on in a
person's body or brain
biochemically or neurologically
that makes this happen?
>> Well, there's studies,
functional magnetic resonance
imaging, that shows there's
areas of the brain that are
misfiring.
That could be
in the anterior cingulate.
That could be
in orbitofrontal cortex.
But there's also low serotonin.
So it is a brain disease.
However, it's also genetic.
So, there's genetic and
environmental, stress being the
big one.
Indeed, people with OCD, during
periods of stress, whether it's
bedtimes, whether it's exam
time or other stressful moments
in life, will often find that
their OCD really increases
during that time.
>> So, Jon, the primary care,
one of the things is it gets so
jumbled up with depression and
anxiety.
How often do you see those, you
know, especially in the adults,
do you see that as codiagnoses
or misdiagnoses
for people who have OCD?
>> All the time, Lou.
In fact, OCD is really the
silent disease because adults
that I see may come in for
another reason entirely, like
depression, even suicidal
thoughts, and then when you
start to ask about the...
then you will find maybe 10 or
15 years, people will go
suffering from horrible
obsessions or compulsive
and rituals
that take up and destroy much of
their day, impair their
occupation, impair their
schooling or even their family
relationships, but their initial
chief complaint was
"I'm feeling depressed"
or "I feel run down" or
"fatigued."
I know some people that do spend
six to eight hours a day
arranging, rearranging, and
alphabetizing books.
>> Six...
Wait. Just stop there.
Six to eight hours?
>> Right.
>> If you're awake for 12 or so,
50% of your life is spent with
your OCD.
>> But if you're a librarian,
that's fine.
So that's...
[ Laughter ]
So, but this oftentimes is not,
in a 10-year-old, what they're
doing.
It doesn't get you anywhere.
I've seen a lot of surgeons over
the years that have certain
compulsive tendencies --
now, that's not OCD --
in the OR.
So, some rituals can be really
helpful for structuring your day
or structuring a complex task.
But these rituals oftentimes
really make no sense, and
patients will eventually say,
"They're irrational.
They make no sense."
>> And, Lou, you've seen
patients in your practice who
have to wash their hands
all the time.
Eventually, the skin breaks
down, infections.
>> Absolutely, and, you know,
that's one of the big clues for
us, where they have an OCD that
results in something physical
that you can actually see --
they really have these chafed,
cracked hands
along with that history.
>> Well, you know, in every
episode of "Second Opinion,"
we look for game changers.
These are medical innovations
that are making a difference.
And here is something that's
going on in the area of OCD.
>> There's still a lot we don't
know about how deep brain
stimulation works.
If we can understand the
network, we have a better idea
of what targets might be
appropriate for the treatment
of OCD.
So, our research focuses on the
networks that mediate reward,
cognition, and the interface
between them.
The idea, of course, is that
the balance between reward,
emotion, and cognition are clues
to how we process information
both normally and balance our
behavioral outcomes normally
and how those go awry in various
mental health diseases.
So, this is the electrode on the
bottom there...
is the one that's going to
involve the more emotional
elements.
And the one on the top is going
to capture more cognitive
control.
Let's try, then, leaving it
at this place and turn on
green...green and the blue.
In the deep brain stimulation
therapeutic approach, we would
want to look at where the
electrode is and how those
electrodes interface with
specific network analysis that
we're doing.
By addressing the regions that
interface between the emotion
and cognitive-control areas, the
hope is that the patient will be
able to evoke more cognitive
control over these obsessions
and compulsives to overcome them
and relieve some of the anxiety
that they are producing.
>> And we're here with
Kyra Mills, who was diagnosed
with obsessive-compulsive
disorder, OCD.
Now, you told us about some of
the rituals you had when you
were a kid, and you did seek
help when you got older.
What was it like interacting
with people, long-term
relationships?
What was that about?
>> [ Sighs ] Panic.
>> Why?
>> Um, "I'm never going to get
married.
If this man doesn't choose to
marry me, I'm going to be alone
the rest of my life.
And then I won't have children.
And then what do I do then?
What is my purpose in life?"
So, my ducks had to be in order.
And it's so hard...
I don't know if you guys know
this, but it's very hard to have
someone comply [ Chuckles ]
when you want them to.
The only person you can control
is yourself.
>> You mean it was trouble
finding someone else to line up
your ducks...
>> Yes!
>> ...as you got older.
I think we get that.
>> Exactly.
Well put.
>> So the implication, when she
goes to...
When you go to get help,
the implication is there's help
to be had.
>> Yes.
>> So the question I have for
you is, is there help to be had?
>> It depends where you live
because some of these
interventions, especially
therapy, are really specialized.
Evidence-based psychotherapies
include cognitive behavioral
therapy with something called
exposure and response
prevention, and what that's
trying to do is eliminate the
compulsions, even the mental
acts, because by continuing to
do that, like we discussed
earlier, it "feeds the monster."
So, but doing that is very
difficult.
Doing other forms of therapy,
like relaxation or even
sometimes just psychoanalysis,
people think, do not help OCD as
much.
You really need that behavioral
component.
>> But you mentioned at least
one chemical, serotonin.
>> Yes.
>> And you mentioned there's MRI
evidence, if you will -- and I
know this is a gross
mischaracterization -- there's a
hardware problem.
The brain is misfiring.
So, that suggests to me from a
purely mechanistic perspective
that there might be medication
for this or some other
interventions like that.
>> Well, there are several
approved.
There's at least five approved
for OCD.
Those are common names like
Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Paxil,
and Anafranil, which is an older
one.
And at least four of those are
approved in youth as well,
under the age of 18,
so it's very important.
>> Are there specific behaviors
that you ask people to try,
to try and break this cycle, or
is that not something that they
can do?
>> Most people have tried, and
indeed, people with OCD usually
try first on their own,
but it doesn't work, or they use
a fear stimulus that's so much
that the anxiety gets worse.
And that's what convincing
people and adults that the
short-term worsening of anxiety,
when you do the correct kind of
therapies, is worth the
long-term gain --
that sometimes the anxiety might
actually get worse
when you start therapy,
at least transiently.
>> It's interesting because
that's how very often they'll
present to primary care, is with
anxiety, and it's interesting to
me that the compulsions
don't come out.
You would think that would come
out at the time of the
appointment, but it doesn't very
often until they see the
psychiatrist, or if you've been
seeing them for a while.
Fortunately, they get treated
with those medications that work
for those other indications.
Why is that?
>> Well, in terms of the
medications at least, there's a
delay.
And a lot of times, people take
the medicine, especially the
ones that I mentioned, and
expect to get better right away
because there are some other
medicines, ones that act
quickly, like Xanax, Klonopin,
and Ativan, which do not work
well for OCD.
But the ones that do work, the
serotonin medicines, can take
longer than the typical four
weeks that people might think,
"Oh, wait, for those medicines,
it takes four weeks for
depression."
Well, in OCD, it might take two
months, even 10 weeks,
which is a much longer time, and
sometimes at higher dosages.
>> Well, you heard her story.
If Kyra were seeing you,
how would you have given her a
recipe for change?
What would you have suggested?
>> First of all, when you start
asking the questions and you
start going through the
different types of obsessions
and compulsions, you can't just
rely on what a person tells you
because if you ask, sometimes
they will say, "Oh, yes, and I
have that hoarding.
Oh, yes, I have that hair
pulling.
Oh, yes."
And there's more there.
You have to go through it,
sometimes with a structured
instrument.
There's something called
the Y-BOCS, which is oftentimes
helpful in the office,
the Yale-Brown
obsessive-compulsive scale.
And there are others out there.
That's the one I use.
And it's a 40-point scale --
How much time are you spending?
How severe is it?
How much avoidance in your life?
But also getting the family
involved or the loved ones
because a lot of times, people
will ascribe certain of these
compulsions as... to other
things.
Some of the most poignant cases
in my career were with young
parents, new parents, that
refused to hold their newborn.
And they thought, "Well,
she's not ready to be a mother,"
or "ready to be a father."
But it was actually obsessions
that people had about dropping
the child, about drowning the
child, or some other thing that
led to the compulsion, which
for them was avoiding holding
the child.
>> I want to tick off a few
other compulsions because I know
just your bedtime routine was
not the only compulsion.
>> No, no.
>> Give me just the short form,
some bullet points.
What else were you doing as a
young woman or as a child?
>> I would shower probably two
or three times a day, never
reused the same towel.
Everything had to be in its
place.
And I come from a large Italian
family, and they love to cook,
and the garlic and the onions,
and most people would find that
smell homey or reminiscent, but
I was so petrified that it would
be in my hair or on my clothes.
And the smell.
>> You've grown up, and you're
in your 30s.
>> Yeah, late.
>> And I'm going to make an
assumption that you don't have
to kiss your teddy bears every
night before you go to sleep.
>> No, no.
>> But do you still have rituals
and things that you have to do
even now as an adult in
treatment?
>> I've done so much hard work.
I'm super proud of the amount of
work that I have done, and it
hasn't been that behavioral
therapy that we talked about.
For me, it was supportive
talk therapy.
>> Okay. Now, you're a mom.
>> I am a mom.
>> And we've already heard that
this does tend to have a
familial component.
>> Absolutely.
>> And you've got a daughter.
>> Yes.
>> What's this like, being a mom
and watching her, knowing your
past?
>> It's interesting.
It's very... [ Chuckles ]
She's a joy, but she's 12.
[ Laughter ]
It's a generational thing.
>> Oh, you're joining the club!
[ Laughter ]
>> Oh, yes.
>> Sorry.
>> She goes to the convent
next week.
[ Laughter ]
Let's hope --
>> It sounds funny, but tell me
about the things --
>> You're a healthy mom.
>> As she was growing up, were
there rituals that you paid
attention to her about caring
for her?
>> Interestingly enough, my
sleep phobia and my bedtime
ritual really...
I subjected her to it,
unfortunately.
I would black out the windows
with contact paper, and I had
sound machine, and her room
was her medically controlled,
temperature-wise...
I could tell you the moisture.
I could tell you the
temperature, and it was remote,
so I could be in the living room
and tell you.
But I say it because I got
through it.
Her room was literally a den
because my fear was that my
beautiful bouncing baby
wouldn't sleep, would get sick,
would die, and da-da-da-da-da,
and all would come undone.
So the same fear that I had as a
child really cropped up, and it
took a lot of work, and I
remember my therapist distinctly
saying this, and I'll never
forget it.
She said, "You know, Kyra, my
kids took naps
with sneakers on."
And I was... "Whoa!
What?!"
You know, my child's getting a
bath before her nap.
She's in jammies.
There's the den.
There's the noise machine.
And then I'm thinking, "Wow.
I really got to get a hold of
this."
>> Now, you're not on any
medication at the moment?
>> I am.
>> What medications are you on?
How many did you have to try?
Was it a balancing act, what?
>> Honestly, it is so exhausting
trying to find the combination.
I have probably tried two dozen
medications and combinations
thereof to try to control
the anxiety, the depression, and
the resulting compulsive
behaviors that I had.
And I think for someone that's
in such a dark place, it's
really hard to keep showing up
and keep coming back and keep
trying.
>> How difficult is it to get
the right cocktail,
the right combination?
>> For some people, it's easier,
but OCD is not something we
typically think as something you
would get on the right medicine,
and you're cured.
It's a chronic illness, and
you have to manage it.
And it could be fine for other
times in your life, and there's
times it flares up, and it's not
always predictable.
>> So, how do you get feedback
from patients?
How do you decide what drug to
start, what to stop, where the
cognitive therapy, the talking
therapy, begins and ends?
That's tricky.
>> That's where it's a team
approach, so hopefully, the
psychiatrist or the prescriber
is talking with the therapist,
is talking with the patient,
if their loved ones...
The team can help.
So you're not alone, and you
don't feel alone with the
illness because that's when
people sometimes get into a dark
place, when you talk about
depression.
>> Lou, is there a place for
primary care physicians here?
>> Yeah, I was just going to
ask -- I mean, some of it is,
I worry about misdiagnosis
if we diagnose these patients
wrong, and then, you know,
looping us in and how can we be
involved in that process for
these patients?
You know, as they get older, we
don't want them just to be
seeing their psychiatrists.
What are the things that it's
important for the primary care
doctor to do in management?
Is there a point that you hand
that off, or that never really
happens?
>> Well, it really depends.
There are a lot of primary care
physicians that would be
comfortable with the general
serotonin medicines that are
used for OCD.
But as they get more
complicated, maybe you want to
have a specialist.
This is something you need a
long-term treatment for.
And a lot of times, it falls to
primary care physicians because
they're there with patients for
the long term.
>> How common is OCD?
Is there enough people that have
it that you can have a
specialist in a community?
Or is it not that common,
where you really
have to seek out a specialty?
>> It's a great question, Lou.
People used to think that it
was rare.
But over a person's lifetime,
2 1/2 out of 100 people will
have OCD, and around
any given year about 1%.
So, that is really pretty
common.
>> One percent of 300 million
people -- do the math, right?
That's a lot of people.
>> Millions of people
worldwide...
>> Millions of people.
>> ...most of whom are not
getting treatment, most of whom
are not getting the right kind
of treatments, and most of whom
are going along in life
suffering.
That's why the World Health
Organization put this as one of
the top-ten diseases of any
disease in terms of earnings
lost and disability.
So a lot of people don't put OCD
up there with the most serious
conditions across anywhere of
medicine.
>> Okay.
Tell me one last thing.
How are you doing?
And do you think you're better?
>> I feel amazing, and I do feel
better.
I feel like I have a better hold
on my anxiety that triggers
my compulsions.
>> I'm not hearing you say
your anxiety is gone.
>> No. No, this --
>> And I'm not hearing you say
that it's okay if your ducks are
not in a row.
You still have some.
>> Oh, absolutely.
And I think what Jon said is so
accurate, that it flares.
So, you know, I'm in college
now -- this is
a second career for me.
[ Chuckles ] So the ducks come
marching back in from the pond.
And I got to get them all
situated.
But the awareness is key
for me, knowing that this is
something that I do have to
make room for in my life and
acknowledge it and treat it
accordingly.
>> I really want to thank you
for being here and sharing your
story.
>> Thank you for having me.
>> Oh, it's great.
Panel, I want to thank you,
too, for joining us.
Here's Kyra's advice to others
who may be suffering from OCD.
>> My advice to someone that's
been diagnosed with OCD or
thinks they have OCD is find the
right therapist.
If you don't have chemistry with
that therapist or social worker
or psychiatrist, psychologist,
keep looking.
Be patient with the medication
process.
Be patient with the dosage, the
type.
And do your best to try and to
trust the process because it
does get better.
>> I want to thank all of you so
much for being here in our live
studio audience.
And I want to thank you at home
for watching as well.
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